Day 3

Why is it that there never seems to be the right time to get healthy or change your lifestyle? I have made my mind up to change my lifestyle and then Tucker has his issue and now a whole new level of stress has entered into my life all over again. It seems like it NEVER ends! I do not have normal kids. When I let him cry at night because he is old enough to sleep through the night the next morning I go to the doc and his BP is high seriously?! Normal people do not have to deal with this crap. Now I know we all have our drama's ex-husbands and wives (well not for me) crying children, jobs we do not enjoy, a size in pants we are not proud of whatever it is, I know it is just life, but life is overwhelming sometimes. I just have to remind myself that God does not give me more than I can handle. I guess he thinks that not only my pants are elastic. I guess my whole life has turned into a pair of yoga pants. I have to just learn to stretch with whatever God gives me.

On a good note Tuckers BP was much better today Praise the Lord! As long as it stays the same tomorrow we are ok we are just going to have to ALWAYS watch everything we eat drink etc. Which can be a good thing.

I ate ok today could have been better and I did not exercise no excuse just hard to get motivated. I am proud of myself because as I type I smell the aroma of Zucchini Muffins in the background and I am able to fight the urge to eat one at 10:00!!!!

I will attach the recipe in another post for Zucchini Bread (that I make into muffins) in case you are interested.